been here all along so;

I wonder about things.
just, ponder. ya know?
like, why does god do certain things he does?
why is there war? why can't we all just live in peace?
and why is there heartbreak?
why does he make it so i'm with him, alone, in an empty classroom
& he tells me about how in love with her he is.
why does god just let my heart be ripped out of my chest so easily?

there are certain lines to a certain song that fit this perfectly.

"she's cheer captain & i'm on the bleachers"
"dreaming that one day you'll wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time."
"can't you see that i'm the one who understands you, been here all along,
so why can't you see, you belong with me"
"laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself 'hey isn't this easy'?"
"i'm the one who makes you laugh, when you know you're about to cry"

except my problem is that i don't have lucas till come out and kiss me in the end. ):

why can't he see? he belongs with me.♥