fighting with my best friend.
it;s hard, because she feels like we;re not best friends. like i have other people that are my best friends, and she;s not one of them. like, if i was Demi, and my other friend was Selena, then she was Miley. Which isn't the case. I just have two Selenas, no Miley.
All the same, i feel like she;s Miley, i;m Demi, and her little freshman friend is Mandy. And its like, idk. it frustrates me. like, i feel like plan B. if no one else can hang, she calls me. and i odn't want to be like that. I want to be her best friend, but i feel like i'm there when she's fighting with her other friends.
i tried to call her, no answer. tried again, her mom answered and said she couldn;t talk. i got no call back.
i tried to IM her. nothing.
it;s frustrating. i feel like i'm giving more than my half of the friendship. i feel like i put 99% in, and she puts the 1 when she feels like it.
friendship is supposed to be even.
i miss my selena.
I'mm sorry, hun. I'll be your Selena. :]
ReplyDeletebut the best thing to do is just make up if she's really your best friend.
'It'll all be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the endd.'
^just remember that, kay? Iloveyouu.(:
look, im sorry that i got a little jealous. & i;ve learned that best friends fight because which ones. the ones that act fake and always pretend to be happy. what im trying to say is there is no perfect friendship. we have our ups and downs but im never gonna leave you. remember that<3. your basically like my other half other than my family. & of course you don;t have just 1 best friend you have more & im okay with that(: ily so don;t forget it. & i promise i will always give 110% @ our friendship. your the type of friend i would want to live with.<3 that;s how special your are to me.
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