i don;t want this love to feel like, a battlefield

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soooooooooooooooooo,
i talked to alex a little bit last night.
hessuchaflirt.

anyways;
i got up and did chores todayy.
worked on my english honors 2
pre-term homework essays.
got my leadership daycamp letter.
rsvp'd
those things always make me nervous
but as long as francis is there,
i can deall.

so i have a dilemma.
at workk,
there;s this boyy
and my friend from work [Sara] likes this boyy [Cameron]
and then my other friend from work [Carolina]
is interested in this boyy.
and at the same time, i;m strangely attracted to him.
and hes always hanging out with me.
and i don;t want them to get mad at me.
but i want to get to know him better.
i mean, i;m pretty sure he likes mee.
ughh, idkk.
what do i do?

I feel the need to quote a movie.

Ella; Peggy, which color should i choose? ::holds up two bottles of nail polish::
Peggy; Ella, they;re the exact same color.
Ella; so you see my dilemma!
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--; Camp Rock

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